2016, was a tough year. Also, a breakthrough-limit-year.

There are moments that I would just lay down in my bed and get tearful. I'm not being dramatic. It wasn't just once or twice, my heart was really fragile throughout the year. I get sensitive easily. Most of my time was stressful (and lonely). Even tested with depression scale, I was categorized in moderate depression. Gladly, I'm aware of the things that made me depressive. At some moments I would regret being a psychology student, because then I knew how unhealthy psychologically I was all this time. But on the other side, I should be grateful 'cause it was an outpatient cure for me too. hehe. Guess it was part of growing up where I must hardly leave my childhood and begin to struggle for the future.

Every cloud has a silver lining.
Despite the hard times I've been through, there are memories that I am grateful of. As I said before, this year I have been (trying to) break through my limit. 

As some of you may know, I don't really talk much with my friends or even in public. My grandma used to be a headmaster and a teacher, my dad is a lecture. And people (will) expect me to be like them in some way. Basically, both profession needs good communication skill (which I don't). I decided to participate as a co-trainer for the new student orientation in my campus. I do realize that it was pretty hard for me to spontaneously speak in public. I'm the kind of person which needs to write down a speech text the night before. But yea, at least I had an experience 'cause experience is the best teacher

Wreksodiningrat 9

SGTAJ